fall into the trend

ashes_corrupt @ 2006-05-18T23:35:00

2006-05-19T03:37:49Z

For those of you who never knew....:

http://mourningtrain.livejournal.com/

I moved and didn't tell anyone.

Love,
David

WOOAH

2004-05-04T01:04:40Z

As Promised to Emily, and entry!!

OH GOD! Don't get tooooo excited.

I haven't written in it in so long that I can't even remember where to begin. I suppose I could start by talking about my day:

It wasn't too eventful. I had classes, as normal. I sang with Christine playing the paino, but I had to squeel a couple times. It's a little high, but it's cool dude. I just love singing.

Speaking of singing, Amy Flash is amazing. She needs to believe in her voice more!!! Amy - I promise you, you're a soprano. Just believe me.

Lets see, what else... Um, my new computer, thats some news. It's cute, enough said. And I <3 it immensly. Getting used to a new keyboard is a little hard though. But i'll manage, i'm sure.

Oh oh, my brother is home for the summer, so in other words, if i'm in a considerably worse mood, thats why. He's so fucking immature.

Hmmm, Porn rocks.

Ummm, Emily Levin rocks too, because she loves porn.

Spectactular.

-David

Something to remember.

2004-02-15T05:56:12Z


Marriage is love.

Marriage is love, true. And everyone deserves love

Looking towards the future.

2004-01-01T05:41:37Z

When I watched the ball drop on my TV, I couldn't help but smile.

I knew that this year starts the beginning of a whole new life for me.

My new years resolution: be happy.

It's been a nice run on LJ. But, I’m ready to leave it.

Adieu to the LJ world.

Tainted love.

2003-12-31T07:21:03Z

I just watched Moulin Rouge. Again. For about the 15th time.

But alas, it never fails to hit me hard.

And make me want to sit up all night and write about love, and everything that makes me tick, and tear.

It makes me bitter and demented, and makes me want to suffer so I can understand just remotly what something like that must feel like.

It makes me dream. Of so many things. Of a future with romance and love and flourishing hopes and days full of beaming faces and utter content. It gives me hope that there might be something like that out there for me.

Which makes me feel like a complete idiot. Because I realize that it's just a movie. A movie with the most amazingly beautiful story, and songs that i'll never get sick of... but it's not real. And that realization stings a little.

Because what i'm looking for isn't real, I guess.

It's some tainted version of love that I lust after

Have you ever been so inspired to just pick up a pencil and write down everything you're feeling? Been inspired so much that you can feel it inside of you, trying to burst out? And it hurts, when you can't find the words. So much to say, and such a little forum to speak in.

(never.. watch moulin rouge by yourself.)

I think i'll go look at porn now...

i'm: Cranky

2003-12-30T05:18:18Z

I made it from Falls Church, VA to; my little town of gaithersburg in:

19minutes and 39seconds. (this is an approx. assumption)

Now I can check "almost dying" off my list of things to do before I die.

*check*

<------------------------------>

Due to the overflow of people getting LJ's

mine will be expired in about 5 days.

that is all.

death to retail.

2003-12-29T23:27:26Z

I couldn't find the fucking CD anywhere around here, or the MP3 either.

So I just bought the CD online.

I'm broke, again.

i'm such a huge loser...

2003-12-28T15:36:06Z

So i'm this huge amazing loser and i've been going around desperatly searching for a Sieken Densetsu 3 rom (secret of mana 2, if you know what the dilly is), and so i've been going from emulator and rom page to the next trying my hardest to find it....

and it's sick that I recoginize all the midi files that they play from random RPG games. It's really sick. I <3 video games.

ps: I found this sailor moon RPG, and i'm totally going to try that one out today! WOO.

I'm at war.

2003-12-28T04:43:55Z

It's so frustrating.

Shit, that is.

Sometimes you just have so much to say that you don't say anything because formulating a real thought seems impossible.

I wonder where i'll stand a year from today.

GO

2003-12-27T04:29:27Z

I've been seriously thinking about it...

and I wanted to take the time to state that Frodo and Sam should either:

a. just freaking kiss and get it over with

-or-

b. stop it with the IMMENSE amounts of slight (and by slight I mean a LOT) hints of homo-eroticism.

That is all.

I wish I was a muse.

2003-12-26T21:52:54Z

So, I was reading though an emerson thinger a student wrote, and it states the schools trademark sentence: "Expression necessary to evolution" and then right after it is says, "(or, gay in 4 years or your money back)".

I laughed.

<------------>
Reflection is the finest form of communication between yourself.

Explore the realms of distortion.

Take a boundless journey to no where.

rah rah

2003-12-25T18:58:45Z

I have a couple of announcements:

1. I didn't need anything for christmas, the smile on amanda's face was enough.

well, I wouldn't of minded a gas card.

2. I have no computer at the moment, and i'm crying.

That is all.

-David

my past summer = The Postal Service and The Used

2003-12-21T23:00:07Z

I was driving around the world today trying to find christmas gifts for the rest of my loves... and I got the chance to listen to some wallflowers and think.

I, while growing up, didn't get a chance to hit every point in my life.

oddly enough, I skipped certain aspects of my life that I think would have been really important to the development of myself as a human being.

One day I was really immature and trying to light my ass on fire, and the next day I was focusing on my future and the consequences of everything I do.

I never had that period in my life between those.

Sometimes i'm worried i'm not ready to move on.

But what i'm pretty sure i'm ready to move on from, is LJ.

leah-woah

2003-12-19T03:20:35Z

They blocked LJ at school... I can't go on.

They couldn't have waited a convient 94 more days?!?!

shit... I don't think i'll survive.

I'm dependent on LJ like your mom is dependent on cocaine.

<3

ps: go now and tell all your friends. Vote Pro

I win!

2003-12-18T02:37:05Z

THATS FUCKING RIGHT!!

TAKE THAT WORLD!!

World: 0
David: 1

PS: I love amanda so much it hurts my heart *ow*

emily r0x0rs

A box full of sharp objects.

2003-12-17T03:01:59Z

So even though i've been spending all my time hating la toy.....I mean, emily.

I still managed to find time to enjoy some nice CranRaspberry juice which sufficently fit the exact craving I had this night of nights.

<3 X <3

DEATH

2003-12-15T22:01:47Z

ok, so i'm TOTALLY a loser and went to the emersoncollege community because I didn't get my letter today and got a little worried.

someone said that I shouldn't expect it until january.

some quotes:

"Emerson can be a bit slow with mail at times. It once took 8 days for me to get a letter from the registrar's office and I live on campus."

"when I applied early, the letter didn't come for quite a few days. Don't expect anything till January. I'm serious, really."

huh, thats funny, BECAUSE NO.

Go die.

PS: sorry for the overwhelmingness of college stuff. I should go die myself.

afh dsagfahhhh

2003-12-15T00:27:32Z

now... i'm going to sit here and complain for like...10 minutes.

collegeboard.com really sucks ass. I want to cancel my next SAT's and get a refund because i've already taken them and i'm somewhat happy with them, and I since they were cancelled due to the snow, I think that was God's way of telling me I shouldn't bother with them. Right? right... In other news... collegeboard.com sucks STILL because temple/boston university/northeastern/ithaca/american/nyu has not recieved my SAT scores.. even though I sent them rush.. which is really expensive.

the short version of that paragraph: Collegeboard.com can die, and I would be happy.

So Emerson, hopefully, will send me my letter tomorrow. It should say : "Dear David, we love you, we want you to come to our school, and we're willing to fully pay for you. love, Emerson"

but -it probably wont-.

<------------------>

I just finished cleaning off my desk, 'cause when I feel cluttered I get really ancy. But, the rest of my room still looks like some type of battlefield... i'll get around to it after I do my school work..

which, I am going to do.

<------------------>

Ok, I just decided that my biggest fear is getting a letter from Emerson that says "CONGRATS!!!" on the envelope...

and then on the inside says "sorry, we need to turn you down for these reasons:

1. you suck
2. you suck a lot
3. your script hurt my eyes
4. if I could burn your application, I would.

thanks for trying though!

-Emerson"

He must use steroids!

2003-12-13T02:10:14Z

I was cleaning out my computer of all the old files and stuff (which is what I do on friday nights).

And I found a picture that essentially sums up my junior year.

They suck at dancing anyway...

2003-12-11T01:22:25Z

Amanda = Best/Godliest everything ever.

Thank you.

Wish luck.

2003-12-10T01:37:12Z

Well...

I was just watching an infomercial... and it was something about dried feet... or something.

and they showed some guy trying to cut off the dead dry skin with one of those small saws.

I think i'll go into advertisment to save the world from shit like that.

PS: Meghan just made me smile.

lists.

2003-12-09T03:16:25Z

ok, now that I have my "I hate the world" entry out of the way... on to the boring stuff no one gives a shit about!

-I'm failing math
-I hate school (duh..)
-I'm really excited about Ass backwards.
-I'm really nervus about Benedictus
-I need a new phone because mine lacks...life.
-My wallet is so sexy it hurts.
-Sharpies still reign number 1 in my life.
-Although, mini- CD's are not far behind.
-I want to take Jamal and wrap him up and keep him forever.
-I hear from college next week... death
-Can't college just happen now? I'm ready.
-Go.

OHHHH MYYYY GODDDDD

2003-12-09T03:08:48Z

OH MY GOD!

LOOK< I CAN WRITE REALLY STUPID ASS ENTRIES THAT NO ONE GIVES A SHIT ABOUT!!!!

*WOOO*

I'M UGLY AND HYPOCRITICAL!!!

PLEASE< I'LL DO ANYTHING FOR ATTENTION!

EVEN IF THAT MEANS SACRIFICING MY MORALS!

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ps: hate

I'm lucky to have found you.

2003-12-08T04:11:02Z

Tom Ford is my god.

*bows*
<------------------->

So I was refilling my ink cartridges for my printer...('cause my dad thinks refilling it is better then just buying new ones... I disagree.. because I'M the ones refilling them)... and I spilt a bunch of ink EVERYWHERE... so now my hands look like a cow.. and the ink stays on for like three days...

score..

icy winds.

2003-12-07T04:06:35Z

Today I shoveled for 3 hours.

and right when I was starting to feel like I was accomplishing something, my neighbor came over with his tracktor and finished it off for me.

Loving man, really. In the normal sense of appreciation, I appreciate it.

But I would have liked to finish it off myself so I could have felt proud of a job well done.

oh well, at least I still have my two cats.